Journaling About Journaling

As I look back on this writing project, I realize that I've really enjoyed journaling/blogging my thoughts throughout. Call me narcissistic, but I find the idea that other people might be reading my posts very motivating. Other people like to keep their journals private, but that feels a little boring to me. Who's going to hold me accountable if I don't write for a day, a week, or a month? My blog readers, however, will be disappointed (I think), and that makes me want to put forth the effort to write another post. I also benefit from the opportunity to bounce my ideas off of other people. When others take the time to reply to a post and contribue their ideas, I take that super seriously.

I've learned some things about myself through this journaling process too. First, I've learned that I was holding onto some bitterness towards grandpa for not kicking the nicotine habit. I really would have liked to have had more time with him. Writing about those feelings, however, has helped me heal a little, though. Second, I've learned that not everybody sees the smoking issue the same way I do. My readers have offered other points of view that I hadn't thought of before. It's good to be reminded that not everyone shares your opinion about a certain subject. Third, I've written some things that have surprised myself. For example, my disgust at discarded cigarette butts probably exceeds what is reasonable.

While journaling has been a bit of a pain at times, I think the benefits far exceed any effort I've put into it. What do you folks think? Do you journal or blog? If so, why? Share your thoughts with me in the comments!